desperately looking for a part time job currently..so inform me if you guys have got job offers k:)
anyway, i am getting used to wearing heels at work, though i am really worn out by them..lol
♥ 12:52 AM
started work at la senza yesterday..the girls there look so gorgeous la..and the la senza shirt which is their uniform is so hot..too bad part timers dont get to wear them..anyway, at la senza it's a compulsory to wear black high heels with toes peeping out and coloured contact lens are banned!ahhh...i hate high heels...dunno wad weird policy is that..
but the undergarments there are sooooooooo pretttttty!!! plus they are having a big sale now..3 for $69!!and 30 percent for most items...too bad i am trying to save money now...haiz..always trying to save at the wrong times..anyway, ppl do come and visit me at paragon la senza kaysss??
btw, the girls there are nice ppl:) i am so happy..haha...hope they are gonna nice for a long time and not because yesterday was my first day and they were just trying to be nice....
yep, and i successfully measured 2 ladies bra size!!correctly!!haha...the process is complicated know...anyway, the DD cups are horrendously huge.
♥ 10:11 PM
happy with my shopping loot today!!haha
bought hair products and cosmetics :)
this colour from majorica majoca is sooo nice.....
anyways, yesterday me kc kelly jw and jas were doing another tam 1 event..so yep the pics are below:)
♥ 4:35 AM
today's the last day this week working at alldressedup..a sigh of relief finally!woo hoo..however the ppl there don't seem to mention anything about my pay so i don't even know when i will get it or even will i ever receive it..diao..and today's sort of the last day so i rushed off happily after work, forgetting about the pay issue..haiz..
anyway, fj benjamin called me and told me i will most probably be posted to lasenza ;( to sell bras....haiz...was hoping they post me to GUESS instead..i think it was because i told them i don't mind working at lasenza during the interview, and right after that she told me many girls actually mind working there..ahh..there goes my big mouth..should have said i minded...lol..but anyway, nothing is confirmed yet..and i really want my stable income back!!money money money :))))
yesterday was the private sales..hectic day..but still, not as hectic as shokudo's friday and sat..but i rather i was at shokudo instead..more happiness..then after that my mood was heavily disrupted by someone..who pang seh me..ah..forget it..anyway, yesterdae was a hard day.
yay, slack dae tmr:)
hmm hope to meet up with ba da again..maybe another buffet?? but low fat buffet please :)lol...
♥ 6:46 AM
i am a sweet person who do sweet things like baking:) i guess you guys agree with me too :)
this is my most successful attempts..and i did it entirely on my own..and to give myself more credit..i did this in the most groggiest state..right after i woke up in the morning..trying to rush out the cookies..wa haha..i am fabulous..anyway, the last time i did cookies was using a cook book where instructions were given to knead the dough..my dough ended up to be un-kneadable because it was way to soggy..this time it turns out PERFECT:) maybe because i followed a video closely on youtube..i guess videos work better for me..i am so visual :)
all in all..those are delicious almond cookies with sugar icing and last but not least a touch of grace's love:):) brrrrrr...lol
so i shall sum up these three days...
monday was spent at aston with jj..yummy delicious and most importantly affordable food for our literally poor souls...i had fish n chips and jj had the new york strip which was a piece of steak...yum..i love aston..
tues was work.venue was at alldressedup isetan at shaw house.had my first day blues of course.
today was better.work was more familiar to me and i handle situations better.but still, i really really really miss shokudo like hell!! ahh..although working hours there suck but at least there are still a bunch of crappos willing to bullshit with me and make me happy..at alldressedup, the peeps are boring and dull...ahhh..wanna get my ass outta there...hope fj benjamin will call me...oh pls...call me..
tmr will be isetan private sales..so work will be super hectic!alamak..but it's ok..at least there will be kee chen there to cheer me up tmr:)the only entertaining staff there i guess..
anyway, NUS sent me a letter from arts and social science..this means i didnt qualify for my 1st and 2nd choice which was business and accountings respectively. but hola:) i already accepted smu..my dream sch:)so happy.
ahh..bye! need to sleep early...have to reach isetan by 9 am tmr..and they expect me to be 10 min earlier..so 8.50 am is the target. taking into account my tedious process of dressing up every morning, i need to get up at 6 am and leave my house at 7.40 am to reach work on time!zzzzzz...bye!!!!!
♥ 8:19 AM
sweetest gift from jj :) happy 3rd monthsary too :):)
the cake i requested turns out to be inedible..lol..but at least it's tangible still :)
yawns* sleepyhead now...baibai!!
♥ 9:03 AM
celebrated mother's day in advance at some peach blossom chinese restaurant at thompson road today..we chose the buffet style and i ate loads..food was normal and mediocre but the sharksfin was satisfying :) not like some restaurants who serve sharksfin soup with only a petty amount of sharksfin inside...overall, the service was great there :) ahhh...but i feel fat!! had sakae buffet not long ago and now this chinese buffet...i am gonna starve myself for the whole of next week!!
all dressed up is only paying 6 per hour :( same as shokudo....hmm...but at least i know i won't have to work my ass out there..plus i can look prettier given the fact i don't have to wear ugly f and b uniforms and aprons :) plus there's no need for me to tie my hair..lol
super sleepy now..
tada
♥ 8:07 AM
i hate to depend on others and similarly i can't tolerate people relying on me.even if you are my closed ones.we are all grown ups so be independent.if not, the best advice i can give to you is - grow up.
♥ 9:18 PM
AHHHHH!!!FINALLY MY ACCEPTANCE LETTERR!!OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
Oh my God!! you guys don't even know how freaking long i waited for this letter to be dropped into that tiny metal box. I would get so super disappointed when my parents told me there were no letters from any universities every single day. and vavavoom! just when i thought the world was ending for me, i received the letter today! yes! it just scares me so much that many of my friends already received theirs and i haven't plus my results just barely meet the requirements..and now, i have no need for fretting over this issue anymore :) oh ya, and for friends out there who haven't received their acceptance letter, try to wait patiently, cause i guess life's not that cruel after all :)
anyways.went to night safari with jj last night.i hope things will remain sweet this way.for as long as possible.
yippee!! can't wait for school to reopen in August!!!
Thank You SMU!! and Praise to the Lord who never fails to answer my every prayer::)
♥ 3:32 AM
The rest of the pics on butter factory night out :)
eating my favourite hokkaido ice cream at taka with kee chen..she tried the caramel sea salt which i strongly reccomended and i tried the banana choco flavour...yummilicious!!the best ice cream so far i tried in Sg.
went job hunting with kc in the late afternoon today..she's got some lobang from her friend which involves a one day sale event at shaw house, being sales assistants for alldressedup..never really heard of this brand before..and was super shocked when i saw the price tags of their clothes..a simple top for a hefty 239 dollars!!wah piang! not very sure how much they paying us..but hope it's not too little..i am so cashless now..
then we went shokudo cine for an early dinner..and kc can shun bian visit her old colleagues..so we order curry mashed potato pizza, mango kakigori, tofu cheese cake, ice milk macha and ice yuzu tea...and expected the bill to be like 20 plus close to 30 dollars if her ex manager was nice enough to minus the service charge..haha..but hola! the bill was only charged on the tofu cheese cake and pizza...so sums up to 15 bucks only..w/o service charge too :) hmm..it's nice to eat at places with ex managers working there..haha..like nyny at citylink *winks*
night was spent at orchard too..but i rather not talk about it..
anyways, i bought my rip curl cap le!! for 40 bucks! and i am not even sure i will wear it often or not...but i guess i will make an effort to..must make my money worth while since i am such a poor bloke now...
tmr and the rest of the week will be spent at home or at the pool rotting away i think..so if anyone's free...ask me out:)
my heart evily encourages me to give you a chance but my mind says no. giving you a chance will once more means betraying myself and being selfish to me.do i really deserve so little from you. i don't think i am a person who asks for a lot. i don't think i am the greedy sort. but does it take a lot from you just to give a little to someone you claim you love? if everything becomes so calculative, i don't think i can survive in this state.
♥ 7:51 AM
that is how you bit by bit build a fence along the borders of my heart
such that it is no longer receptive to any of your lies and ingenuinity
how my heart starts to long yet dread for every meeting
and slowly it sinks to an irretrievable state due to your selfishness
i just want all these to be over soon..
♥ 4:55 AM
yesterdae feels like one of those days
one of those days i made the wrong investments
like a large stack of notes i just withdrawn from the atm
slipped through my hands
and fell into someone else's
the feeling becomes worse when i realised
that
i personally placed this hard cash into that someone else's hands
and only realising that person is a jerk one second after i did this stupid act..
the above is the best analogy i can use to express my current pissed off mode.
why do i end up making so many stupid decisions in my life?
why am i treating myself so badly when i do not deserve this treatment?
i think i deserve much better.
♥ 10:36 AM
hey guys, i have officially quitted Shokudo yesterday...signed the resignation form and all le..i am a free girl now! free, poor,jobless and have no one to rely on financially :) looking for a job currently. so if u guys have got any job offer, inform me k??
I will miss all the staff at Shokudo though..been through all the ups and downs there..the busy times and 'eng eng' times..i will miss them all..miss the managers, the kitchen crew and service crews...anyway, there is like a new batch of staff taking over the mangerial and service crew at shokudo now...everyone's leaving and i find no point in stayin there too...so farewell shokudo bugis!!
dissappointment = pissed off mood. i have lost a lot of things in life, especially in the recent life. This time i lost the most expensive thing. I lost myself.Maybe leaving is the best thing i can do to guard my own welfare. I have been a generous person to the ppl i love...and i ended up being the most selfish to myself..this cannot go on.
♥ 9:26 AM
