why do i grow up making wrong decisions, again and again. repeating vicious cycles.
someone told me i must be sensible in my actions, taking into account that i'm an adult now..but i think i have failed. why did i allow things to take place to quick paced? why didn't i allow myself to pause and think? why am i acting like an idiot? why am i disappointing myself once again? why did i believe fairytales exist in real life?..haha..
i don't know how long this will last, but i hope time passes fast.
those pictures in ur phone disappointed me utterlyit doesn't matter if u're a person different from mebut it matters to every inch of me when u lie about the person u really arenow i am not sure at all, who are you.maybe u're just someone i fabricated with my own ideals of you.maybe you don't exist at allmaybe we shouldn't have meti wonder how much more is to be revealed to me
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