it's funny how sometimes what your heart desires for will get so impossible to attain. it will be so far away, so unreachable..and the worse thing is, it is ever more difficult to find the courage and strength to take action and start creating opportunities for yourself. The same story is repeating itself this time again. same story of using one to get another one. and i jolly well know the ending. it is nothing. left with nothing but regret and empytiness and the pitiful longing and desire that will never find satisfaction.
i just pray for that story to stop repeating itself..pray for courage. but i guess i really need some luck and chance too.. i am willing to take initiative even in my position. but just give me the chance ya..even a small one..i am willing to give my best. i want my fairytale.
Thanking God for the gifts of love u sent down to me this year..i just made a tiny prayer and u delivered abundance...how could i ever thank you..how could i ever ask for more..but i know u take pleasure in granting your children's wishes and fulfilling their hopes.. so i shall ask for all i can..you know what i want, i 've been praying for it...make it happen please. desperate call from me.
-make the impossible possible-
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