gotta give my praises to God again :):) You are giving so much that i am getting afraid how much i will miss when unfortunately everything disappears one day..but i am sure that will never happen..as long as i believe and continue to ask and pray :)

there is absolutely no way i can thank You..all i can do now is to be a better person..to be even more giving..just like how incessantly giving You are to me. i can say i am blessed.

results are gonna be out soon. God bless me!




there is one request i have now.

♥ 9:12 AM

♥ 9:05 AM

it's funny how sometimes what your heart desires for will get so impossible to attain. it will be so far away, so unreachable..and the worse thing is, it is ever more difficult to find the courage and strength to take action and start creating opportunities for yourself. The same story is repeating itself this time again. same story of using one to get another one. and i jolly well know the ending. it is nothing. left with nothing but regret and empytiness and the pitiful longing and desire that will never find satisfaction.

i just pray for that story to stop repeating itself..pray for courage. but i guess i really need some luck and chance too.. i am willing to take initiative even in my position. but just give me the chance ya..even a small one..i am willing to give my best. i want my fairytale.

Thanking God for the gifts of love u sent down to me this year..i just made a tiny prayer and u delivered abundance...how could i ever thank you..how could i ever ask for more..but i know u take pleasure in granting your children's wishes and fulfilling their hopes.. so i shall ask for all i can..you know what i want, i 've been praying for it...make it happen please. desperate call from me.



-make the impossible possible-

♥ 10:14 AM

oh ya...wanna thank kee chen here too..really touched when u pop up at bugis during ur split shift to pay me a visit..haha...work is tiring but ur visit gave me strengh to work on again...once again i remember our favourite catch phrase during jc life : FIGHT ON!!!!.. haha we used to scribble that on each others lecture notes...now this phrase has been repeated over a million times during work...haha...thanks kc! thanks for the sweets too..and pls tell me where u bought them...haha..uber yummy..

full timers gotta work additional 2 hours for the same pay now..this sucks..but yea, fight on ya..lol


life's gettin more blissful somehow...

♥ 4:38 AM

♥ 4:23 AM

would i be too greedy to ask You for something more this time? For my first experience given to me, i prayed and asked for the strength to accept..now i learnt, acceptance is plainly empty without love. But then again, i remembered asking for the strength to love, to accept, so as to be loved. And now i learn that love comes from within the heart, it is not given by You. It is You who gave me a choice to choose where i should place this love.

This journey has given me lots. There was this friend who once told me, you will never know if you don't try. I agree with that. But i guess that only applies to other forms of challenges. For a sacred relationship, it doesn't make sense. what makes sense is, try if only your heart says yes, and the truth is, it will work out.

and now i pray for something much more than anything i can ever ask for. not for the strength, not for anything ingenuine, anything forced upon..but for the real thing, something that makes me feel..something that happens in fairytales...

♥ 5:10 AM

trying hard to fix a bun..lol

♥ 4:59 AM