disappointed heart..thought everything was taking a good turn..thought with more time given and less pressure from environment. everything's gonna be different. Now i realise, time and environment isn't a factor in the very first place. maybe i should just stick to what i'd always believed.what's not meant to be will never last. i've given so much, i just wanna see what i've earned. and i am starting to believe now that i really hate sowing spoilt seeds. have been waiting for the past few months and i'm still waiting now.in vain.am i gonna keep this going on? are you gonna ever keep ur promises? gonna respect yourself by meaning what you say?the things i want are as simple as what you promised to give. and u dilly dally and procrastinate like i am not worth the effort at all.you never know how hurt i am inside.never.