Quoted from Sharon's blog:

Firstly, I would like to extend my greatest gratitude to Grace and Ming Lee for opening this entirely new world to me. Going to church has been one of the turning points in my life because I met you people and I went closer to God. All these time of unhappiness and sadness has been partially erased because of Him. I used to tell myself that as long as i believed, I didnt have to show it by going to church. I used to disregard the people around me, their love for their cell groups and church and family. Till now, that i realised, that i understood. Thank You people. Thank you.

After reading this, i couldn't help it but break into tears..it really touched me deeply.It was the entire same sentiments i had when i was brought so much nearer to God during YISS camp. I was a believer like Sharon in the past. But also one who perceives Christianity as just believing in God, that He can save me from problems in my life and if i believe He exists, he will help me. And that going to church, serving whatever ministries was just acting pious and singing songs of praise and worship was just lip service and all is but bullshit and acting.So in the past, i never bothered to attend church. I thought it was utter waste of time and crap.But after YISS, when i truly believe so much more God can do in my life, that was when i really truly was saved.And going for service,singing praises and all was showing my gratitude to the Lord and all these brought me much closer and closer to God. So much closer to an extent, i can say he lives in me.

And i am very moved by the fact that Sharon could feel the way i do. She was a non-believer too.And i guess some life setbacks brought her seeking for salvation. And, yippee..she found Chirst!!and i can say SHE'S SAVED!! Sometimes t's just so hard and tough convincing others who do not see the same light as me, to see what i see..but with the strengh of God, i shall press on..and bring forth higher faith to loved ones by my side..so yea..ba da mei nus!you'll are my loved ones..hehe

Had training yesterday..one of the worse trainings ever. just hope some people will be more patient with greenhorns like us.can't expect a normal person with so little experience to catch a new formation in just one or two tries ya?i know i am dumb and can't really get things right and really slow things down a lot. but maybe a lil patience with me is harmless?must the rolling of eyes and heavy sighing really take place? i am so pissed. The worst thing was, is it really necessary to give me a violent shove just because i was daydreaming and rudely pushed me back to position. Maybe i was being too sensitive..But i guess it was pretty obvious the attitude you guys are giving. If i am gonna be treated like dirt, it would be an irony for me to return a smiley face in return too..if so, i would be deemed as a bonehead. and i am going to respect myself if you guys aren't going to do that to me..i am not going to be marginalised or ostracised by you guys, cos you guys are gonna be marginalised and ostracised by me instead.

yesterday was really bad..i was so fed up that i stormed off training in puffs of anger..i was so angry that i said a taboo word that i would smack someone else for saying it..arggh..and now i regretted saying it..so not worth it..i was so angry that i nearly broke down..

and now after bitching out everything..i should cool down..

and the Lord says bless your enemies..

and so BLESS THEM..yea.and a happy chinese new year to them..from the bottom of my heart..no joke..

Treated at PHIN'S by CK!!thanks! His heart must be very pain now..flat flat wallet le..