The notice board deco was done up by the class's sweat, blood, flesh, soul and most importantly..my test results..
Because of doing up noticeboard, my chem test was a awarded a hearty 2/20++ and my favourite subj, maths scored a record breaking mark..it's too low, i can't even remember..
and today we took back our econs consolidation homework..and i was apprehensive when jasmine was trying to sieve out my worksheet..maybe i could get a 9 out of 15 or smt..cos i was rather confident when i was doing that piece of handout..my lecture notes were just beside me while i was doing that piece of work..so i referred to the notes explicitly and was very sure my answers were of top quality..
and so jasmine finally passed me my worksheet. i scored a 0 out of 15. i love my life.
nearly broke down during recess. i was so worried about my perfomance in studies. i know everyone didnt do very well either and i shouldn't be here grousing. But i expect more than a fail at least. the thing was i put in a lot of effort in my work. and i know many of my friends can vouch for me, judging from the fact that i did my tutorials so 'hiong-ingly'. haiz.i am so disappointed in everything now.these few days has been really tearful and hard for me. but i shall pray and strive through these days. i urge many of us to really study hard this year..don't let yourself down!! press on press on and really really press on...pick yourselves up even when you scored a 0 out of 15!! God will never give up on us! If He sees us put in the effort..pray..and He will give us more strength to put in greater efforts than we can ever imagine..and we shall make it..till the end!

Happy Chinese New Year..
my loved ones..

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