glad all the misunderstanding cleared off..
things were pretty awkward in between
prayed and
yes!
as expected
things work out
and everything became smooth as ever
praise the Lord!

completed class notice board today!yippe!thank God that more classmates stayed behind to help out..and with everyone's effort and sweat..everything worked out much more well than the other days when only a few of us stayed back.
o7s306, with our combined efforts and passion to serve the class, i believe we can then truly foster great bonds with each other.i love my class!!and i will never give up on us!!

♥ 3:57 AM

It's so crazy sometimes we tend to judge people with their actions. Do our thoughts and character really are dependent on our actions? I personally feel so. 'For he who thinks in his heart, so is he'. A tree is dependent on the fruits it bears. Spoilt fruits means an unhealthy tree, good fruits means a healthy tree. Similarly, our actions means our goodness or badness.
Sometimes it's just so tiring to judge others with our own perceptions. because it would be tragic if we give wrong judgement and silence someone socially.when we are short sighted and see a good fruit as a bad one. Then, it's so hard to think positively of that person and hard to see a good tree as good or a bad one as bad. Everything he/she does will be subjected to condemnation,analysation and accessing by our skeptical minds. I just hope i can see every good in every bad that you do. If not, it just gets really gruelling and mind-attacking.God bless me.


Maybe if i were in your shoes,i would have acted the same way. But many a times, i just don't see the sensibility that i am expecting from you.But then again, this age is tender. So, it can be pardoned. Or maybe i am expecting too much or being unreasonable.maybe. Ultimately, the fact is, everything just doesn't feel right.In fact, it's so so incorrect.wrong. an error.a mistake. And i am gonna try to stop all this. With the strength of God.Give me the might.

What i want.what i need.what i seek for.and what will really stay. God knows.Only Him.and i am glad about that. The protection.security.sacrifice.absence of jealously.pure unconditional love.sensitivity.and most importantly, mutual interaction.It's not easy a search.but it will come i believe. with the power of the Lord.

Praying hard, i am gonna draw a fullstop to this mess i 've created.

♥ 6:02 AM

trying really hard
ended up confused
don't know what to do
how to get about
maybe it's not confusion
only much delusion
that this really won't get through
because of the truth
the truth i seem to conceal,hide,cover
that people can't see
my thoughts,soul,heart
where deep deep inside
i know i am very very sure
it is really just not right
and i am only deluding me
by thinking
i am confused





and you, hey you, yea you
are you there?
you're so cold..
i am freezing..
i am bleeding..
..inside of me

♥ 5:39 AM

♥ 6:11 AM

i shall blog about orientation 08 since i haven't done it yet.
Firstly, thank God that i was given this opportunity to be an ogl.It was really a great experience! The ogms were great participants and all of them were so enthusiastic and fun! Although my group, triton 4 had so much more girls than guys, our level of enthusiasm and iniation was high and mighty! I love triton 4!!
I won't forget the great MMM we had..running and rushing to parts of Singapore to complete the race..building our strong spirit..cheering and cheering for each other and shouting, screaming, yelling triton cheers at each station..it was truly a blast!
Thanks to triton 4 members for being so cooperative and enthusiastic..as ogls, your enthusiasm really gives us a lot of encourage to continue leading and rarh rarr-ing you guys..haha...
and thanks to my fellow ogls who put in much effort in cooperating together to make the freshies feel the mjc heat and our warmth and hospitality...haha..thanks pet, benji,nada,jessica,cat and jay!
Campfire was the peak! We were like hysterically rejoicing when triton was announced the champion house! The ogls and ogms really put in so much passion ,effort, love and all of our enthusiasm and energy in this orientation! so we really deserve the honour! haha..of course, other houses had also fight their might with us..but winning doesn't really matter after all..if everyone have given their best and enjoyed themselves to the fullest..then, there is nothing that is lost..and we are all winners! winners for the amount of spirit we placed in this orientation!

Thank God for giving me such a colourful, meaningful,exciting,fruitful and bursting with activities 2007!! I really really am grateful for the great friends i came across in 2007 and the happiness that surrounds me every single moment of 2007..i used to be such a sad person..Thank God :) and also Thank You for bringing me so so so much closer to You at the end of 2007..it was a great closing for the year..Praise You...


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could beShe'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see




-for the one who don't know who you are

♥ 3:02 AM

♥ 5:19 AM