what am i doing sinking further into delusion i know it won't happen it is forbidden yet i am sinking this sea i am sinking the forbidden black sea have no eyes for me as i pale in comparison with the one beside me oh father oh father please show me the way which one is right and which one's wrong i don't wanna deceive hurt and destroy someone innocent someone pure father take me somewhere that i know i know i will never be baffled and confused