confused all over again am i taking the right path or doing the right thing am i seeking the past again and abandoning the present if so i truly sux to a large extent but can't help myself i wanted the past in the first place now was just passing phase it was then then was first i don't know how my heart works and i actually thought i knew now, me two different worlds then, me alike yet unreachable if Father didn't wanted me and then then why he granted my hopes and wishes so now i am confused all over again