read kee chen's blog and was kinda enlightened..i agree that we should treasure the important people around us before we regret it..always believe in giving cos when you give you are taking in more.. which is the happiness you receive when your friends or family smiles.. and this is priceless..
so always be generous to give
to do everything you can do
for the people around you
if not there may be one day
the chance to give doesn't exist
or the ability to do turns to disability


bless all the people in my life!!

♥ 11:59 PM

scheming as a fox
a trap is laid
to catch a prey
innocent pure and ignorant
lil rabbit's used as a bait
what goes up must come down
what goes around will come around
a trap is laid just right
but the prey becomes the mastermind
oh heavens
this is just so right!
you made me open my eyes
to the world so wide
Thank you Lord.

♥ 11:06 PM

Just back from ogl camp! i mean 1 day ago..spent the rest of sunday and monday sleeping like a log at home..guess i 've replenished all the missing energy now! and i've got training later..haiz..there goes my efforts to replenish..

anyway, ogl camp was rather fun. But i think orientation '08 is going to be more of a blast..cos we get to deal with KIDS! hehe..i mean J1 freshies..
yup, and i realised our WnW game suxs to a certain extent..totally not feasible..to much limitations..and this means my group will have to alter a whole new proposal..i think...lol..

yea...and i made a really cool and hyper friend in the camp too..PETRINA!! haha..super zi high ok..without her i think i would be feeling quite dead..haha...thanks pet! gregarious like anything..

oh lastly, WTH. i gained weight after camp. atrocious.who would gain weight after camp? ME.idiot.haiz.

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what am i doing
sinking further into delusion
i know it won't happen
it is forbidden
yet
i am sinking
this sea i am sinking
the forbidden black sea
have no eyes for me
as i pale in comparison
with the one beside me
oh father oh father
please show me the way
which one is right
and which one's wrong
i don't wanna deceive
hurt
and destroy
someone innocent
someone pure
father
take me somewhere
that i know
i know i will never
be baffled and confused

♥ 11:26 PM

♥ 3:12 AM

confused all over again
am i taking the right path
or doing the right thing
am i seeking the past again
and abandoning the present
if so
i truly sux
to a large extent
but
can't help myself
i wanted the past
in the first place
now was just passing phase
it was then
then was first
i don't know how my heart works
and i actually thought i knew
now, me
two different worlds
then, me
alike yet unreachable
if Father didn't wanted me and then
then why he granted my hopes and wishes
so now
i am confused all over again

♥ 6:08 AM

When out with my beloved anita the gorilla..oops i mean the gorgeous today.
And she surprised me with an EXPENSIVE belated birthday girft. SEE, i mentioned the expensive factor already kays..next year when it comes to your birthday i think will be damn broke lor...haha
Anyway, GORGEOUS bought me a soft toy bear from the 'BUILD-A-BEAR' store at vivo city..the bear had a sexy pink dress on and a beautiful tiara..she is also wearing a 'BEAUTY QUEEN' sash..haha..it's like so me can...beauty queen seh..ME LOR..when i showed my mum the gift and told her the price..she was very shock lor..er..i mean surprised..
okay..now..i am gonna thank some great friends for getting me bdae gifts..haven't officially thank them yet..thanks anita for the beautiful bear, sharon for the elegant chomel necklance, jia wen and shini for the jewel stuff, 8 da mei nus for the piglet soft toy and vintage earrings, aik ho for the mad monkey and gay origami..haha..and my parents for extra money..hehe..ok done..



singing was so ever fun again, though the guys wasn't as high as the crazy girls..it was still a happy occasion! hah! you guys made my life so much more colourful in JC!!love ya!

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