This pic is something i would very love to draw it...it has a wonderful meaning to it...it means the grieving of the lost of a loved one and the healing of a broken heart...

i would v like to draw it for someone in heaven...

This one is cool...Find the 7 hearts in the painting...i can only find 6 hearts...can't seem to find number 7...

hmm..but one day i will find it...hehe

okie..go slp early le

bb

♥ 7:57 AM

Sometimes i really wonder why i blog more than my other friends...they just don't blog as often as me..
maybe because i am truly really bored at home..hmm..that's why i always refuse to go home after PW these days..always leaving until classrooms are supposed to close when my PW group discussion usually ends way earlier b4 that..
Right now, i am feeling really bored too..hehe..that explains my current desire to blog..
i have no homework to do when i reach home..and TV programmes don't humour me at all!!ahhhhhhhhhh....i am so pathetic lah!
I wonder what my friends are doing now...
Sharon, are you mugging for that exam? if yes, jia you!!
Jia wen must be doing PW...saw her carry some super sized poster today..it's an OP prop...
i remember telling her it was nice and cute...but frankly speaking..i don't really mean it...haha...no offence...but it looks a lil messy...erm..actually v messy...hehe...hope you don't mind...hohohoho...
HMM...what is anita doing? painting her nails?or dyeing her hair? to what colour you told me that day? is it milky red or pink or wadever? haiz...you should salvage ur hair anita...it's really quite damaged now..if you continue to treat it this way...you are gonna turn into a genuine gorilla..which totally fits your image...wahhahahahaha...sorry lah...so long nvr meet and i mentioned about ya this way...haha...anyway....dont forget my a special day that is approaching ar...you better get me something meaningful and filled with love...if not i will call you a gorilla for the rest of your life...
hmm...who else...ong must be mugging for no apparent reason..given that exams are already over...haha...preparing for A's next year...or could he be shaving? wahahaha...Ong the Hairy...
Gavin must be thinking of that cute girl who fined him for jay walking...hehe...20 dollars is worth it ya?...or are you fantasizing of that cute girl from my class? haha...just joking..don't pinch me...that cute girl is me ok? hohoho...so true..
kee chen must be watching you tube again...haha...ya...part of her PW project ma..so it's v right to be watching it..
jasmine nehz...hmmm sleeping are you? lol...always telling me you rather go hm sleep than stay in school...so sleeping you must be now..
hmmm...what are all the ba da mei nu s doing sia..
my post gonna be super long today...i will stop typing until i feel less bored...so this post gonna go on and on...maybe i could hit 10 000 words today? haha...hope there's no word limit for blogger...er...don't think so lah..
mm...my smses has hit over the limit by quite a lot...so peeps please call me instead of sms-ing next time pleaassee...
hehe
hmmm...what can i blog bout now ?....
hmmmm..
i wonder who reads my blog...
does my pae mates read them? present classmates? ex-classmates?
i am really curious...
if my pae mates do read my blog...can you all please tag my board and say that you are really touched by my previous post? haha...just to make me happy...
hmmm...of course i love my present classmates too...you're all people with kind hearts...lol...i mean it lah..all very understanding and caring..i sound cliched..but i mean it...
since i have the time and patience now...i shall praise the ba da mei nu s now..
Let's start with the one i usually stick with first..hmm..hehe
candice is very sweet and understanding..always v careful with her words and tries not to offend any friends..but sometimes your sensitivity gets too overwhelming sia..always think i will get angry..haha...so obvious i have a big and forgiving heart yea? can see from my face what...lololol..yea
jasmine gets the emo look really easily..but i found out only half the time her emo-ness is true...haha..unpredictable sia..hmm..but jasmine is v trustable...someone who manages to retrieve my secrets quite easily from me..that means you gain a lot of my trust leh...and always one who constantly encourages me to treasure important ppl..haha...shouldn't be so explicit here..she keeps me inspired by telling me some family stuffs too..hehe
hmm..kee chen is a dare devil who is forever enthu..and the atmosphere is always lively in her presence..she is also automatic and iniative...easy to talk with..and great at trying to make things less awkward for ppl...hehe...great chairman and friend!!! hmm and lastly, she seldom speak behind her friend's back..and that is a v respectable virtue..
aaa..debbie is a polite and approachable da mei nu..hehe..happy to read that? haha... i think she is really kind hearted too..and values her friendship v much..also very willing to help ppl in distress...not calculative and always cheerful...like a sunshine in our lives...haha..i think debbie will love me when she reads this..
sam sam sim gets a lil too loud at sometimes... and erm...v loud most times..haha...but she's a v helpful lass...and gets me quite high at times too...woo hoo...someone who i can get quite hua chi with...hehe..you noe yea..but please lower your the tone and quality of ur voice next time..
Bernice is another big chio bu in my class..and yea...you didnt act sexy for nothing...haha
friendly and sociable...but another amplifier lor..if she has a sound tuner on her i will choose to tune it real low...haha.. jking la..i will just mute it.
Cheryl is a good house host. always invited to her house to watch videos..nice house you have..and i think her piano playing has therapeutic effect..cos me and kee chen and sam sam sim started laughing so hard at a romance show when she was playing her piano on the other side..haha.. it was like what sam said..laugh till six pacs appear...hahaha
ok..done with the ba da s..
there is an additional member who's affliated to the ba da s too...and thats egg hole..haha..
ok..blogging bout hole will only create more uproar of our scandal..so i shall only say he's a v kind hearted fellow..hmm...v vague but v true...

i feel that i have just accessed all my friends...haha...given testimonial to all..
i am a happy girl now..
but still very bored...
i will read a lil harry potter first..
then blog again if i am still bored!!
yippe..
wait for me~

♥ 6:45 AM

♥ 5:54 AM

okok
after a few minutes of self pondering
i have come back to fill in another post
i am sure fast ya? lol

Although i have always felt you deserve nothing nice from me
and although i kept treating you really nice
while me being treated as dirt at the same time
neglected and kicked aside
spare tyre if you call it

well, being naturally nice
i have decided to do something nice for you
this is not because i feel guilty thinking this way of you
but because
when i refer to you as my friend
jolly well i treat you like one
and do the necessary friend-like stuffs
lalala
friends do get annoyed with each other sometimes ya?
well
i'll live by my motto
give all you can give
cos tmr you may have no one to give to
whether you suck or rock
i'll give my best to ya
smile
my friend
i am a nice gal afterall
sorry for the previous post
call that pique of anger

♥ 2:13 AM

everyone knows it's important to oneself
it happens only on one special occasion
you may think you deserve what you deserve
but think again
do you really deserve?
have you done so much that you are worth it?
i don't think so
have you really treasured?
are you never biased?
never showed favortism for only the kind you adore?
and treat those who have spent longer and more precious moments with you as neglected toys?
then you should kick yourself and wake up
tell yourself
come on
i am a jerk
i dont deserve it
period.
shit.
hell.


~ sorry just had to let loose some emotion~
~lol. first bitchy post, hope you like it~

♥ 1:59 AM

YAY ! bbq with pae friends tmr!!

♥ 1:47 AM

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♥ 10:44 PM

An inspiring song sent to me from ong wei jie - Open Up Your Mind (Saiyuki)
i love this song

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself
and don\'t you fear
So open up your mind
and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night,
when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now,
butyour feet can take you however far you want to go,
so
Just hold on tight,
because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself,
there\'s a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight,
even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can\'t see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...
I wish for you to have the strength to make it through this world,
so open up your mind,
and you\'ll be able to see...
Just remember you are not alone
So don\'t you fear
Even though you\'re miles away
I\'m by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I\'ll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time,
but that doesn\'t mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
Noone can see into tomorrow.
Just hold on tight,
because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself,
you\'ll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side.
Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul,
even if you can\'t see tomorrow.
Yes, there\'s another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
and you\'ll be able to find all that is love...
Just hold on tight,
because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself,
you\'ll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the "future."You can take another look from the other side
Just hold on tight,
even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul,
even if you can\'t see tomorrow.
Yes, there\'s another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

♥ 8:14 AM

i GOT INTO OGL TOO!!

yay!

but i will have to do 2 proposals..one for WNW and the other for ice breakers..

haiz..95 % work, 5% play..

The best thing that happened recently is that PW got more and more interesting!! and i mean it..

OP is much more fun than WR kays..

Collect class jersey today..pink coloured strips...

got this feeling the guys will regret choosing pink now..

the shirt looks kinda gayish..

but i like it leh...lalalala

i hope ba da mei nu will go make another jersey for ourselves!!

haha

last but not least

i am beginning to love myself!!

♥ 7:46 AM

♥ 3:01 AM

had ogl interview today!!
haiz...a bit screwed up i guess
but it's ok if i didnt get in
Triton has the highest number of ogl applicants
close to 100!!
while other houses had only like 50 applicants?
well, this meant that my chances of being an ogl are pretty slim :(

gonna have a ba da mei nu phone conference soon!!

ciao

♥ 6:25 AM

pics taken during open house

♥ 5:08 AM

yAY! 3 more days to chalet!!

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♥ 4:22 AM

Dearest grandma
you left me early
released me to the
big big world
lies underhands artificial crude
grandma grandma
tell me where
where was the world
i lived in last time
where grandpa waited at the window
to welcome me and bro
went across streets just to get us sweets and ice cream
came back with a drenched sweaty shirt
but always with a broad broad smile
where you made us buttered bread
which warms my insides so
where you pat me to sleep
covered my ear from the thunder
that i always fear
tell me ghosts don't exist
and that i shouldn't fear
where you shielded those beatings from papa and mama
tell me where
where is this world now?
did you take it away from me the day you slipped away?
and cruelly forced me to a nightmare
where i cup my ears myself
during these thunderstorms
and always cry myself to sleep

Yearning for you to appear
right beside my bed
maybe you know i'm afraid of ghosts
you did not appear somehow
but i think you're in heaven
with a halo those wingsand God
i always imagine you looking
from above down from the sky
smiling with the bright bright light
emitting from behind
you're so beautiful
no longer with the bald head
that vicious cancer brings
so beautiful so beautiful
that i really miss you so much

No one ever saw me like you do
as christian bautista sings
grandma
those things they say
i know you know they are not true
because i am the beautiful baby girl to you
cos you love me so
grandma
i know you want to touch me again
to pat me to sleep once more
and tell me it's ok
cos you believe in me

mummy said once
that you were a kind lady
a simple woman
i always say
i love my grandmother

♥ 5:47 AM

i am not what you see
it's a pity you felt that way
but when i heard things that goes round in circles
it just hurts me so
cos i am not those things you see
imagine a vicious scene
when everyone is rolling
rolling over their laughter
their uncontained amusment
and you are the main character
would you feel like crying?
they say it doesn't matter
since it isn't true
but i will tell you it hurts a million
since it really isn't true
i just need my grandmother

♥ 5:14 AM