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Friday, February 29, 2008

To all my important friends out there who know who you guys are, I LOVE YOU! and this love will be everlasting no matter how much trials and tribulations our friendships brings along..we will always stick together as one and never let trival or unhappy matters take our sacred bonds away! to all my lovely hao peng you once again: I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

me and 'kitchen'!!!

me, kc,jas (dance concert!!)

jas ,me,bernice,kc

jas, me,bernice(with eyeliner.haha)

kc at my home..we play.you fear.hhherrh!

from 'lovely' jia wen

me thinking i look great

bernice me and kc..balloon art made by kwang wei

me and pet pet watching butterfly performance!!

from once again the 'lovely' jia wen

from the 8 da's..cutest pig one earth!

sweets notes on valentine's

here is a something i found on the internet..it doesn't really applies to me, but i found it pretty deep from the heart and so, it touches my heart..haha..here it goes

How Much I Care
by Natalie Stuart

You may not know how much I care for you,

Yet we are the best of friends.

We haven't known each other very long,

Mainly only in band.

When I got into a fight

With your best friend,

You listened to my problems

And to all that I said.

You did not understand why I fell in love with him,

Or why we were no longer friends;

Yet you went through it all,

Good and bad.

Then we got into a fight

And it nearly broke my heart.

I cried all night,

And could not believe that we did part.

You fell in love with one of my friends,

Just like I fell in love with him;

And when she did not love you back,

you finally realized what I had meant.

You said you realized what you had done;

With him not speaking to me,

Just like her not speaking to you,

We are on the same level, me and you.

He is still stubborn

And she bull-headed.

They don't know that forgiveness and understanding

Is the best anyone can give.

Now that we talk again

We've learned so much about each other,

That we would rather die

Than be without each other.

Now you know how much I care

And how much you mean to me.

I hope we never fight again,

Or for at least a long time, anyway.

and another poem which touched me even more:

A Friend's Love
by Jacquilyn Flory

No one really knows

What kind of bond we share

And even if I told them

They probably wouldn't care

You are very dear to me

I hope you know it's true

And now that you are sick

Tell me what that I should do?

While you've been gone

A part of me has been lost

It's like I've taken our friendship for granted

And now I'm paying the cost

I never knew how much you meant to me

Until you went away

The thought of you being really sick

Haunted me every day

I spent a few days at school alone

And my weekend was such a bore

A lot of my time was spent in my room

I think my mom's ready to break down the door

And now I make this vow to you

To keep until the end

I'll help you through the pain and tears

Until our rivers bend

So if you ever need someone

You know just who to call

I'll be here by the phone

To catch you if you fall

i know we might come across some mean comments in the midst of friendship, and some remarks really pierces through the heart...but i'm glad you are trying to forgive and forget, like friendship never ends..

♥ 5:46 AM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

♥ 12:42 AM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

The notice board deco was done up by the class's sweat, blood, flesh, soul and most importantly..my test results..
Because of doing up noticeboard, my chem test was a awarded a hearty 2/20++ and my favourite subj, maths scored a record breaking mark..it's too low, i can't even remember..
and today we took back our econs consolidation homework..and i was apprehensive when jasmine was trying to sieve out my worksheet..maybe i could get a 9 out of 15 or smt..cos i was rather confident when i was doing that piece of handout..my lecture notes were just beside me while i was doing that piece of work..so i referred to the notes explicitly and was very sure my answers were of top quality..
and so jasmine finally passed me my worksheet. i scored a 0 out of 15. i love my life.
nearly broke down during recess. i was so worried about my perfomance in studies. i know everyone didnt do very well either and i shouldn't be here grousing. But i expect more than a fail at least. the thing was i put in a lot of effort in my work. and i know many of my friends can vouch for me, judging from the fact that i did my tutorials so 'hiong-ingly'. haiz.i am so disappointed in everything now.these few days has been really tearful and hard for me. but i shall pray and strive through these days. i urge many of us to really study hard this year..don't let yourself down!! press on press on and really really press on...pick yourselves up even when you scored a 0 out of 15!! God will never give up on us! If He sees us put in the effort..pray..and He will give us more strength to put in greater efforts than we can ever imagine..and we shall make it..till the end!

Happy Chinese New Year..
my loved ones..

♥ 8:04 AM

Quoted from Sharon's blog:

Firstly, I would like to extend my greatest gratitude to Grace and Ming Lee for opening this entirely new world to me. Going to church has been one of the turning points in my life because I met you people and I went closer to God. All these time of unhappiness and sadness has been partially erased because of Him. I used to tell myself that as long as i believed, I didnt have to show it by going to church. I used to disregard the people around me, their love for their cell groups and church and family. Till now, that i realised, that i understood. Thank You people. Thank you.

After reading this, i couldn't help it but break into tears..it really touched me deeply.It was the entire same sentiments i had when i was brought so much nearer to God during YISS camp. I was a believer like Sharon in the past. But also one who perceives Christianity as just believing in God, that He can save me from problems in my life and if i believe He exists, he will help me. And that going to church, serving whatever ministries was just acting pious and singing songs of praise and worship was just lip service and all is but bullshit and acting.So in the past, i never bothered to attend church. I thought it was utter waste of time and crap.But after YISS, when i truly believe so much more God can do in my life, that was when i really truly was saved.And going for service,singing praises and all was showing my gratitude to the Lord and all these brought me much closer and closer to God. So much closer to an extent, i can say he lives in me.

And i am very moved by the fact that Sharon could feel the way i do. She was a non-believer too.And i guess some life setbacks brought her seeking for salvation. And, yippee..she found Chirst!!and i can say SHE'S SAVED!! Sometimes t's just so hard and tough convincing others who do not see the same light as me, to see what i see..but with the strengh of God, i shall press on..and bring forth higher faith to loved ones by my side..so yea..ba da mei nus!you'll are my loved ones..hehe

Had training yesterday..one of the worse trainings ever. just hope some people will be more patient with greenhorns like us.can't expect a normal person with so little experience to catch a new formation in just one or two tries ya?i know i am dumb and can't really get things right and really slow things down a lot. but maybe a lil patience with me is harmless?must the rolling of eyes and heavy sighing really take place? i am so pissed. The worst thing was, is it really necessary to give me a violent shove just because i was daydreaming and rudely pushed me back to position. Maybe i was being too sensitive..But i guess it was pretty obvious the attitude you guys are giving. If i am gonna be treated like dirt, it would be an irony for me to return a smiley face in return too..if so, i would be deemed as a bonehead. and i am going to respect myself if you guys aren't going to do that to me..i am not going to be marginalised or ostracised by you guys, cos you guys are gonna be marginalised and ostracised by me instead.

yesterday was really bad..i was so fed up that i stormed off training in puffs of anger..i was so angry that i said a taboo word that i would smack someone else for saying it..arggh..and now i regretted saying it..so not worth it..i was so angry that i nearly broke down..

and now after bitching out everything..i should cool down..

and the Lord says bless your enemies..

and so BLESS THEM..yea.and a happy chinese new year to them..from the bottom of my heart..no joke..

After expo service dinner at AJISEN..at changi airport..